Busy! Busy! BUSY!

God…

nobody said STPM will be a hell like this!

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X_X

Save me. PLease. Anyone…

P/S: Sorry, I’m just stressed out. Long update with pictures coming soon!

Star Trek Anyone?

ARGH! Finally Got To See STAR TREK

Gosh, I missed a lot of good movies this year! Too unfortunate, well I guess that one down side for living in school hostel. Erm. *Sigh* Missed Star Trek. Missed Terminator Salvation ( I don’t know if they still play it in the cinema or not). May going to miss 17 Again (heard lots of recommendation and positive feedback lately). Damn. I want to go out! I want to go out! I WANT TO GO OUT!

F*****g regulations, hate hostel rules.  If it’s up to me, I’ll go out every week. But hell no… if it wasn’t for STPM, I don’t think I would want to endure all these.

… Speaking about STPM, my 100 Days thingy will be in full swing. So I guess it either I live to see myself getting 3.0 and above NGMP or sink down and hit bottom rock hard. Hahaha. Erm. I’m getting even more desperate…overstretched and really need some good entertainment. It’s hard, hard, hard – HARD!

And so there was it. Lantaklah, I don’t give a damn if it’s a pirated DVD or not, illegal downloading from the Net, as long as I got to see those movies I missed, that’s fine with me. J I just got to watched Star Trek a few days ago. Hohoho! It’s brilliant. I’d always enjoy watching a good sci-fi movie. Came to think about it, I think it is better than Star Wars: Revenge of The Sith in some aspects, and definitely outdo its last predecessor; Star Trek: Nemesis back in 2003.

I’d never really followed this Star Trek franchise, save watching the drama series in Starworld, and it’s last movie so I don’t really know the detailed background for Star Trek (if Star Wars I can be considered almost expert.).

I bet many of you had watched this one, so I won’t bitch about the plots here. But in a nutshell, a ship is attack by another alien ship at the beginning. The initial commanding officer died then the seat was inherited by an officer who has a wife onboard who gave birth to their child at that before he died defending the escaping crew.

Leap into the future, the child grew up and we know him as James Tiberius (?) Kirk, enlisted into the Star Fleet just like his father, in which the main plots developed and we got to see James’ first mission onboard the USS Enterprise. Or something like that…you could get what happened right?

I like the opening part, where James’ father “became a Captain for just 12 minutes”, owh, that one was too fast for me to get my ‘emo’ feelings ready coz’ the movie developed at a fast pace, so his death was like “erm…okay”. The visual was stunning, it’s awesome! One of the nicest space battle I’ve seen ever since Battlestar Galactica ends early this year.

The part where James took control of the ship is amusing

Hmm, the plot overall is ‘nice’.

You need to watch the whole movie to fully understand it, like me who went “Huh? What the hell?” coz the opening scenes are just ‘tricky’. (Ya lah, masuk jak kapal hancur kena serang, ramai mati).  It’s a decent space opera, but yeah the part where the Romulan asked ‘What star date is it now?’ did give off the hint that this movie is about ‘time traveler’, ‘space and time continuum’, and I was right! (But still made me went “WTF!” at the beginning). Then there’s the Red Matter used to create black holes in the movie. Huh??? Okay,… sci fi.

Unfortunately, though I could rate this movie as above average, I could help it I still see some flaws in several scenes.

1. The part where James drives off at young age (I understand it meant to signify him turning up to one hot shot rebel) is not really nice to see, but sure could be better.
2. When Enterprise disembarks with several other vessels into the Vulcan homeworld, there were like 5 battleships but as soon as Enterprise arrived they were all destroyed. This is definitely one WTF factor. I mean, what the fuck! 5 ships? All destroyed? Should be nice to see several ships engaging in space battle.
3. What the hell with Captain Pike agreeing to meet the Romulans, clearly it’s a trap. It was stupid.
4. The Vulcan is a part of the Federation, and they don’t even have any defences or ships to defend their world??? Or is it that the more advanced Romulans destroyed them all???
5. The Earth is the capital for the Federatio, and when the Romulan arrives, there was no defences what so ever, no additional ships, no resistance until the Enterprise arrives??? Owh yeah, all of the fleet is at the Lauretians Sectors. Don’t know what the hell are they doing there while Earth is under attack.
6. Nero actually waited 25 years ever since attacking the USS Kelvin, just what, to get the Red Matter? Hell, he should just destroy everything in those time given that he have lots of technological advantages.
7. Spock with a human girl? Wth…
8. James T Kirk, undeniably is a gifted Cadet who could become a Captain, but when Spock resigns his commission as acting captain and James rose on. No one actually disagree given that there are several others senior more experienced officer in the bridge? Oh wow.
9. Several characters don’t really stand out. That sad.
10. <I don’t see the older Mr Spock coming. > Not a flaw for the movie, but for me.

Good things.

1. Good visual and special effects.
2. Fun to watch Mr Spoock and the Russian guy (he had some funny accent).
3. Good audio, the music works well too for me.
4. Overall, the right entertainment for me now!

Lol. Wanna watch Christian Bale in Terminator! Okay, bye2.

The 100 Days Chapter, “Ranting (more to boasting actually – XD) about my Sejarah.”

If I round off the remaining days before STPM is finally here, all I got is some 100 days left. That’s 3 months, 2400 more remaining hours. 8 more ‘official’ assignment textbook, 10 additional reference books for various subjects, about two dozen practical question book, and some overall around 360 chapters and approximately 800 sub topics to be read, re-read, understood, and mastered by November 1^st! That’s hell! It’s almost July now (heck, time does fly so fast these days!) No time to lose, no time to waste.

I don’t know if I can pull it through. I don’t if I’ll make it to the end…because seriously, I think I finally lose my mind. Hahaha! LOL. Well, came to think about it, I snapped, people tell me I’m getting even weirder…what the hell?! Since when did I turn weird? I’m still me, just me! Me, myself and I, still the same!  …damn, who I am kidding here. Of course I’m getting more depressed these days. I ‘surrendered’ Apple. Now I think I’m kinda in a trouble with several friends, my grades still stuck to where I last stand and still not getting anywhere (hope won’t last long).

PART A [Exam Result!]

And oh, got my result for Sejarah. It wasn’t good at all, but it wasn’t too bad either. Heck! But I can take pride with those works when they finally showed the result that I hope I would get. I did mention that I only answered 3 essays for each papers right? While I should be writing 4? Well, to be honest, 3 is my limitations for last semester. I just don’t want to answers 4 mediocre essay but I’m aiming for ‘excellent’ answer for every single essay I wrote. So I think I answered 3 ‘excellent’ (by my standard! Hahaha) instead of writing something bad due to lack of ideas what-so-ever in the final essay. Erm, so out of 100 marks, I lost 25 (that’s okay, because I only know the answers for 3), with total marks for 75. For each essay. I got above 22! That’s nice! First essay 24 points, second 23 and the final one 22! That’s 69 out of 75!

But Raikah, gila!, she answered all 4 essays, all are excellent! She got 94 out of 100! What the…grr.

Punya la geram! Erm, she beat me once again in Sejarah 1, (what the hell). I kinda screw this paper also up so I won’t be getting B+ like how it should be at the first place. Got some average low score out of 75! Ndak mau tulis sini, teruk. (I answered 3 essays also for this one.) Shit! *^*^^W*$@!!! Damn, felt so damn terrible that I want to tear. Argh! But luckily Mr. MUHD also commended me for being the only student who answered Question 5 and answered it well. Hoho! Got 22/ 25 for that one…at least that one saved my neck. Well, of course la it’s easy, the question was about Pemikir Ketenteraan from Sejarah Tamadun Dunia…heck, thank God I have natural glee for all stuff military! I actually thought I couldn’t pull it off because all I focused was on Sun Tzu of China (there are 3 of them), but instead Kautilya of India was the one asked. Thank God teacher didn’t ask about Machiavelli from…erm, where did he come from? Oh oh, he’s European. If Machiavelli I don’t think I could write something good.

So that’s pretty much about it. Mayb I don’t get a B- maybe I’ll get some C+. Damn. It’s still sad though no matter how I stressed on the quality of my answers while the total quantity is still the one that matter.

Damn!

It’s okay! There still Percubaan STPM and Ujian Setara 2 coming in few more weeks! So I’ll definitely will try my best again! So, please pray your prayer for me as well okay!?!

Erm…is the anything else?

Owh, received PA 1 also. Though my grades improved a bit, and it’s definitely higher than most of the students back in K1+K2, but personally it’s still sad! There were 60 questions! I got nearly 50! (While some just above 30. XD), but wth! I still can’t believe I still got wrong on Kenegaraan stuff which to me is like stuff I should now for someone in my position (those Dasar-dasar thingy of course la, I haven’t really mastered those). But still! Wth! I’m not satisfied at all.

Grr…can’t wait for paper 2! I need to know if I actually improved after all those seminar and ceramah or not.

Then, the final paper I got, Pengajian Perniagaan…waa. Punya la menyedihkan. Don’t want to talk about it further save to tell you guys I suck at this major subject.

PART B [Settings Things Right]

I realized now what my mistakes are. Too little control on vital aspect of my life. Too much dependency on people whom in fact just simply incompetent or just at the same level at me (means they too are like me; loves to procrastinate, bla-bla-bla, just still plain lazy). Too much time wasted thinking of simple stuff but made complicated with my complex personality. Too much opportunity vanish just like that because sometimes I let the flow of my life set its own course instead of taking full charge, that’s drifting! That’s losing my own track! Then, I’m just too hypersensitive! (gee, I can’t believe that this too sometimes got the best of me!)

*Sigh* Erm, *cough*…these are what I think to be wrong with my life. For studies.

1. Messy life style. s

2. Imbalanced. Sometimes I can be too super positive and some time just too negative. Can’t have that can we?

3. Still got some procrastination. (Now seriously, this bad habit is taking its toll and I can’t save myself or run away!)

4. Indiscipline. (Yeah right, planned to read from 7 to 10…at last spent 2 hours reading then 2 hours playing with my laptop! WTH)

I need to change all these. Help! Tsukatte! I know that I work and study hard now, yet I don’t feel “smart” about it, so maybe I should change just “study smart”…because hell, 100 more days to go, working hard is not really going to get me all A’s if I don’t get it done the right way, don’t you think?

PART C [Melting]

Walao! She’s cute! *Turn left* Whoa! Pretty! Not bad! *Glance down the stairs, saw one girl heading to the Lower Six class* Sigh! Ada boyfriend rupa-rupanya… *Turn at the back* What the hell! She’s too damn tall! She’s taller than me? Cute pulak tu!

LOL.

I would be lying to you if I said I never check on my fellow lower Sixth Former juniors. Hahaha. Well, I’m eyeing several of them now…But nothing too serious. There’s only one girl and only one I truly want to be with now….so close, yet so seems too distant away. I bet you guys know it pretty well now, don’t you? Nevermind.

But I don’t know. It’s maybe time to finally ‘update’ my status now. It’s been complicated so far.

But then again, there’s 100 Days. (I shall call it ,my ultimate mission towards STPM, as 100 Days Mission starting now). Sigh. Maybe next time…I haven’t done improving my own external appearance. So what the hell…

…erm, try read all these. Dont know what happened to it.

PART 000 “Writing What I Have To Say” Well it seems finally that all my hectic schedules I had to endure in the last few weeks are finally over and now I can get some rest. The midterm examination is finally ended, now I’m waiting for the result to come out sometime soon, which I’m just dying to know whether I float or sink (though feels more like sinking). Then, we all went through the course thingy back in Kundasang, oh yeah, that was quite fun and relaxing, I will write briefly on that one! Then upon returning here, we actually managed to pulled off some important event quite successfully; the sixth formers did the joint PERTENA Gotong Royong, we organized the Kembara for the juniors in the lower six, then I participated in ASAT 2009 in which I am happy to informed that allegedly (as there hasn’t been any official confirmation yet) Sabah College Hostel won the overall competition. Wohoo! Ahh, felt good about that, I’ll write briefly on this one also. It was tough. Having to multitask myself on several events at the same time in like what? Just a week after the exam ends? Heck, it sure was dead tiring; as I’m one of the AJK for many of those things so yeah…just imagine what I had to endure. But now, erm, I just want to enjoy the world again. It is my long deserved holiday, don’t you think? And owh, one more thing…guess what? I FINALLY GOT MY OWN PERSONAL LAPTOP! Wohoo! That made me super happy now! Lol. It’s nothing too fancy and dandy, all I got what just some cheap Acer Aspire 4937 worth more than what I could afford now (RM2424) even after doing some hard work! Dad helped paying most of it though. D, Thanks. PART 1 “S.o.S: Wondering how is everyone.” Well, the sad thing is, I lost touch with everyone… promises to contact other people has not been fulfilled yet and I refuse to break them though. I haven’t contact anyone. The one who is suppose to be somewhat regular reads had finally became undetectable on my ‘blog stat’. Don’t know what happened to much of these people as they too haven’t update their blogs yet. What the hell. Came to think of it, I haven’t see any of Lorenzo, Zeff, Keith, Hakim, Hafizzie, Jen, Zack faces this year – all those scattered all over Malaysia. Heck! You Lorenzo should be back now, but still nothing. Zeff I don’t know. Hafizzie is here, just when he arrived I’m too busy back then. Hakim and Keith I don’t know. Those from the KML should be here since April though. But I already lost their numbers, so couldn’t contact them what so ever. Jen and Zack, erm…most unfortunate, when I’m free they are not. When they’re free I’m light years from them. Missing you guys. *Sigh* What the hell…where is everybody.?

XoXO

Gosh, seriously I feel like a retard reading back the last post. “I’m back”, yeah…sure, it’s my semester break, I’m back at home, but having posted that and then no follow up until now…?, erm sorry. I actually wanted to write something extremely long this time of the year because there’s just really quite a lot to write to.

Then I got a call, in which my immediate “superior” (f**k her!) demanded my presence to report myself to “somewhere” (location still classified).

So that was it.

My first week of the break just gone, spent doing things I realized they could have tasked other people with. What the hell…So much for that.

Yet, people, don’t worry – I’m back, for real. Now I wish to update this blog and finally Xpress all the things I wish to write ever since I last sign in on my WordPress.

Hohoho.